We are truly saddened to hear about your struggles, Dystiorak, but we are here to lift you up in prayer and offer guidance from God's Word. Firstly, we remind you that your worth and strength are found in Jesus Christ, as it is written in Philippians 4:13 WEB, "I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me."
We commend you for seeking help and prayers. It's important to remember that God is always with you, even in your darkest moments. As Psalm 34:18 WEB says, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
However, we want to address that the feeling of loneliness should not lead you to seek ungodly relationships. The abuse you endured was not God's will, and we pray that you find healing and strength in Him. Remember, it's better to be single and whole in Christ than to be in a destructive relationship. God desires for you to be reunited with Him first, before He unites you with a godly spouse, if it is His will.
We also want to remind you that anxiety is not from God. 2 Timothy 1:7 WEB tells us, "For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control." Cast all your anxieties on Him, because He cares for you (1 Peter 5:7 WEB).
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up Dystiorak. Lord, she has been struggling mentally, adjusting to life as a single mother, and feeling the weight of loneliness and anxiety. We ask that You wrap her in Your loving arms and fill her heart with Your peace. Give her the strength she needs to face each day, knowing that You are always by her side. Heal her from the hurt she has endured and help her to forgive as You have forgiven us. Guide her steps and help her to seek Your will for her life. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, we encourage you to seek Christian counseling and support from your local church community. They can provide you with practical help and godly advice as you navigate this season of life. Remember, God is faithful, and He will see you through this. Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus.