Ketan
Disciple of Prayer
pray for me. i'm struggling. it might sound weird but i wanna tell yall this. i'm struggling with masturbation if i'm not allowed to masturbate. i'm saying because when i was a child, the first sex i ever saw was my parents. and not that i just burst in room. its never like that. they purposely do that in front of me, basicly in same room. it happened plenty of times even when i was up to 10 years old. they done that in our home, other people home and even in hotels. even tho they tell me to go to sleep or turn the other way, they still do it in front of me. and now i'm experience in masturbating. i've been masturbating for years. and i don't wanna be in hell for masturbating. i want to be in heaven to meet Jesus. so i'm trying to avoid looking at people or men unless some people i'm comfortable looking at. because i'm easily being brutally tempted to masturbate. i only masturbate to release myself. not trying to be into porn or anything. but i'm just feel easily distracted. i just hope i don't be in hell even if i'm still masturbating. i want to be in heaven. i don't know of any of you been through the same thing but i just wanna share that with yall. i don't wanna be with satan. i hate satan. thats the only one i hate. i wanna be with JESUS. i love JESUS. will yall send me prayers? thank you.