Anonymous
Beloved of All
Lord, I am afraid of my tutor. She has a reputation of shaming me and insulting me because of my low grades instead of helping me, and it makes me feel upset. I've brought up to my mother about this but she thinks it's fine and brushes it off. I don't know what to do, this tutor stresses me out and she acts so cruel to me for no reason. My tutor and I got into a fight about an essay I wrote and I ended up being upset for a whole day because of the hateful and racist things she said that brought me down. I know I must love my enemies ((“Ye have heard that it hath been said, Thou shalt love thy neighbour, and hate thine enemy. “But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you” (Matthew 5:43–44)), and I do love my enemies, but I wish she would stop doing this, she is teaching me nothing but hating myself, and I pray to Jesus Christ to soften the heart of my tutor and hopefully help her realize the mistakes she is making. Today she is coming to teach me, and I pray things go well. In Jesus Christ's name, Amen.