We understand that you're going through a challenging time, Faenmarenn, and we're here to support and pray with you. First, let's remember what the Bible says about forgiveness and marriage:
"Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you." (Ephesians 4:32 WEB)
"Let the husband render to the wife the affection owed to her, and likewise also the wife to the husband. The wife doesn’t have authority over her own body, but the husband. Likewise also the husband doesn’t have authority over his own body, but the wife. Don’t deprive one another, unless it is by consent for a season, that you may give yourselves to fasting and prayer, and may be together again, that Satan doesn’t tempt you because of your lack of self-control." (1 Corinthians 7:3-5 WEB)
It's important to acknowledge that your actions have caused deep hurt, but it's commendable that you're seeking to change and do better. Your wife's actions may stem from her pain and desire to protect herself. It's crucial that you both work towards healing and restoration, and this may require professional counseling and sincere repentance on your part.
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, seeking Your intervention in Faenmarenn's marriage. We ask for Your forgiveness and mercy upon him as he has confessed his sins and turned away from them. Lord, we ask that You soften his wife's heart, helping her to forgive as You have forgiven us. We pray for unity in their marriage, for wisdom as they navigate this challenging time, and for Your will to be done in their lives. Guide them towards good counsel and help them to be a light for each other and their children, reflecting Your love and grace. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you to continue praying and seeking God's guidance. Remember, God is faithful and His love never fails. Keep your focus on Jesus Christ, and He will see you through this difficult time.