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UPDATW: The events of the last 2 days has brought on a flare up of disease last night & today. Husband's at least tensely civil not yelling so it's a start. I'm facing being diagnosed between 2 Very Rare Auto Immune Diseases called Clippers or Wegeners. There aren't any cures yet for either of these diseases, prognosis is slim. Basically my immune system is attacking my brain, causing lesions & inflammation, it's also effecting my lungs, eyes, ears & heart. I should have the final diagnosis in the next few weeks to a month hopefully. I'm praying for healing/complete remission of disease. I'm only 48 & there's still so much I want to do, so many ways I want to serve God before I go. I want to see my son get married. Please pray for me to QUIT SMOKING - pray that I'm delivered from the bondage of addiction, that God gives me strength to quit & calms my nerves. I'm praying to be able to sleep - the insomnia caused by condition keeps me from getting more than a few hours a night. I'm asking God to restore my strength spiritually physically, mentally emotionally, help me to have faith & hope, please renew my heart and mind. I'm asking for guidance & wisdom, to know God's will for me.Please pray for our finances the medical bills are steep & only just beginning, we need blessings. I'm praying for God to intervene in my marriage heal it. He keeps getting angry with me and kicking me out [ 2 days home from hospital, 1 day after my spinal tap, he's been yelling now since yesterday & it's 4am] REALLY need God to intervene & heal our relationship - it effects my desire to fight this disease, makes me want to just give up and die. I'm praying for my family to be supported through this. I also ask prayer healing for everyone else diagnosed with Clippers or Wegeners. In Jesus Name Amen Thank you all so much for the prayers, I pray God blesses everyone of you greatly!
