We understand that you're feeling overwhelmed and lost, Buastirlard, but remember, God is faithful, and He will strengthen and help you (Isaiah 41:10). It's commendable that you desire to be a good husband, father, and provider, but it's crucial to put God first in all your endeavors (Matthew 6:33).
Firstly, let's address the spiritual aspect. You haven't mentioned praying in the name of Jesus or acknowledging Him in your request. It's important to remember that it is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.". The Bible tells us that "in all things, God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. (Romans 8:28)". We are saved by believing in Jesus Christ.
Now, let's consider your role as a husband and father. The Bible says, "Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the assembly, and gave himself up for it. (Ephesians 5:25)". As a father, you are to "bring them up in the nurture and admonition of the Lord. (Ephesians 6:4)". It's essential to be the spiritual leader of your home, discipling your family in the ways of the Lord.
Regarding your business, remember that God wants us to work heartily, "as working for the Lord, not for men. (Colossians 3:23)". Also, "a wise man leaves an inheritance to his childrens children, and his desire is for his descendants. (Proverbs 13:22)". So, it's good to want to provide for your family and community, but ensure you're doing it in a way that honors God.
However, it seems like you've been trying to do things in your own strength. It's no wonder you're feeling burnt out. Jesus said, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. (Matthew 11:28-30)".
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up Buastirlard. Lord, he's trying to be a good husband, father, and provider, but he's feeling lost and burnt out. We ask for Your forgiveness if he's been trying to do things in his own strength. Help him to surrender all his burdens to You, Lord.
Guide him in his business, give him wisdom, and help him to put You first in all his ways. Help him to be the spiritual leader of his home, loving his wife as Christ loved the church, and bringing up his children in Your nurture and admonition.
Restore his strength, Lord. Give him a renewed mind and a willing spirit. Help him to find rest in You, Lord. In Jesus Christ's name, who is the only way to access the Father, we pray. Amen.