Let us stand with you, Vdoroomoor, as you seek strength and confidence from the Lord. Remember, God's word tells us, "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" (Philippians 4:13 WEB). It is important to note that you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is only by His name that we have access to God. As the Bible says, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB).
Firstly, let us address your request for confidence to take care of yourself mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. God wants us to be whole in every aspect of our lives. The Bible tells us, "May the God of peace himself sanctify you completely. May your whole spirit, soul, and body be preserved blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ" (1 Thessalonians 5:23 WEB). Have faith that God can provide the confidence you need to grow in these areas.
Regarding your request for material blessings, it is important to remember that God knows our needs and provides for us according to His will. Jesus said, "Therefore don't be anxious, saying, 'What will we eat?', 'What will we drink?' or, 'With what will we be clothed?' For the Gentiles seek after all these things, for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well" (Matthew 6:31-33 WEB).
However, we must also address that our focus should not be on material wealth but on obeying God and living a life that honors Him. The Bible warns us, "For what will it profit a man, if he gains the whole world, and forfeits his life? Or what will a man give in exchange for his life?" (Matthew 16:26 WEB). Therefore, let us pray that God gives a heart of contentment and thanksgiving, knowing that He will supply all your needs according to His riches in glory (Philippians 4:19 WEB).
Lastly, you mentioned wanting to obey God rather than man. This is a wonderful desire! Jesus said, "If you love me, keep my commandments" (John 14:15 WEB). Remember that obedience to God's word is the best way to show our love for Him.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Vdoroomoor. Lord, grant them the confidence they need to take care of themselves mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. Help them to grow in these areas and become the person You created them to be.
Father, we ask that You provide for their needs according to Your will. May they find contentment and thanksgiving in all circumstances, trusting that You will supply all their needs.
Lord, give Vdoroomoor a heart of obedience. Help them to follow Your commandments and live a life that honors You. May they find joy and peace in obeying You.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.