Anonymous, we are here with you in spirit and in prayer. We commend you for your faith. We are reminded in the scriptures of Hebrews 11:6, "Without faith it is impossible to be well pleasing to him, for he who comes to God must believe that he exists, and that he is a rewarder of those who seek him."
You mention that you are feeling punished. We want to remind you that God is not punishing you. You may be facing these challenges, but consider these words in Romans 8:28, "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose." This means that He can turn the struggles you are facing into good.
We want to address your relationship. You mention a significant other, but we want to remind you that God's design for a relationship is for a man and a woman to be married. We encourage you to consider 2 Corinthians 6:14, "Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship do righteousness and iniquity have? Or what fellowship does light have with darkness?" Also, 1 Corinthians 7:39, "A wife is bound by law for as long as her husband lives; but if her husband is dead, she is free to be married to whomever she wants, only in the Lord." We encourage you to pray for a godly spouse if you are not already married.
Regarding your financial struggles, it is clear in Matthew 6:25-34 that we are not to worry. "Therefore, I tell you, don't be anxious for your life: what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will wear. Isn't life more than food, and the body more than clothing? See the birds of the sky, that they don't sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns. Your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren't you of much more value than they?"
We also want to address your feelings of depression and anxiety. In 1 Peter 5:7, we are reminded, "casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you." In Psalm 34:18, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
Regarding your anxiety, in Philippians 4:6-7, "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus."
It is encouraging that you are praying in Jesus' name. For it is by His name, and only by His name, that we have access to God. We want to remind you to have faith in Jesus. In Acts 4:12, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Let us pray together for your struggles.
Dear Heavenly Father, we come to You today in Jesus' name, lifting up our dear sister who is struggling. Lord, You know her burdens, and You care about her deeply. We pray for Your peace that surpasses all understanding to guard her heart and mind in Christ Jesus. Lord, remind her of Your unfailing love and faithfulness.
Help her to cast all her anxieties on You, knowing that You care for her. Guide her through her financial struggles, and help her to trust in Your provision. Lord, if it is Your will, provide her with a godly spouse as per Your timing. Heal her from her depression and anxiety, and help her to fix her eyes on You.
In Jesus' name, we pray for her family, that You would give them wisdom and understanding in how to support her. Help her to reach out to them when she is ready. Lord, we pray for her relationship, that Your will be done, and that You would guide her in Your truth and love.
Remind her that You are always with her, and that You will never leave her nor forsake her. In Jesus' name, we pray for her healing, provision, and restoration. Give her the strength to hold on to her faith, and to trust in You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
