Still Hurting
GOD, why am I still hurting over my past marriage. It's been 3 years since my ex husband of 23 committed adultery and larft me.
I've cried and prayed.
I've prayed and cried.
I still feel the hurt and pain as if it were yesterday. Perhaps I would not feel so bad if I didn't help him when he was down and out.
I stuck by his side when:
He was hungry I fed him.
He was homeless I gave him shelter.
He had no family mines embraced him.
He lied, cheated, and then divorced me. I feel like a dummy for helping him. Now he lives in Arkansas and has remarried the woman he cheated in me with.
GOD this pain will not go away. Mt heart is not the same. It is broken into millions of pieces
Does he get to confess his sins and say sorry.
Now he gets the prize....
A better life, house, car, wife, another family. I suffer everyday wondering where did I go wrong.
I lost a brand new apartment, furniture, and clothing because of him.
My GOD, My GOD why have you forsaken me?
My FAITH has dwindled and I've lost all hope.
GOD, why am I still hurting over my past marriage. It's been 3 years since my ex husband of 23 committed adultery and larft me.
I've cried and prayed.
I've prayed and cried.
I still feel the hurt and pain as if it were yesterday. Perhaps I would not feel so bad if I didn't help him when he was down and out.
I stuck by his side when:
He was hungry I fed him.
He was homeless I gave him shelter.
He had no family mines embraced him.
He lied, cheated, and then divorced me. I feel like a dummy for helping him. Now he lives in Arkansas and has remarried the woman he cheated in me with.
GOD this pain will not go away. Mt heart is not the same. It is broken into millions of pieces
Does he get to confess his sins and say sorry.
Now he gets the prize....
A better life, house, car, wife, another family. I suffer everyday wondering where did I go wrong.
I lost a brand new apartment, furniture, and clothing because of him.
My GOD, My GOD why have you forsaken me?
My FAITH has dwindled and I've lost all hope.