Shathesca
Humble Servant
Stay open- God is answering our prayers. Stay open, if you're narrow minded you'll miss God's best. God is choosing to help us. God can use anyone to help us. God can bring good out of anyone he chooses. Don't put him in a box and miss your miracle. Pray for good people to come into your life. God will answer your prayers. It may not be for how you have planned. Don't get discouraged. I have been waiting for prayers to be answered. I am married but separated from my wife. Yet in separation I feel closer to her because she's in my heart of faith. I put God first and she wasn't ready to be in faith. Her mind was in conflict with her heart. Using weed to self medicate was blocking her from choosing God. E dging G od O ut is the EGO talking to her. I had to stand in my truth. This is not what I planned but God had a plan so I am staying open. Don't limit God he has a thousand ways to heal her life. God knows who she is. God is connected to her. We both shared faith in God before she got addicted. Couples will face problems but one must hold faith for the other. It's not easy but sometimes it is part of building faith. You can speak faith and love to our relationship. God I trust you that you have a plan for our lives. Grief over her father put her in confusion and pain. She reached for the wrong reason to grieve. Drugs called up demonic forces. I turned it over to Jesus. I took the burden to serve others in addiction to honor God and my wife. It's not safe or easy because addiction is everywhere here. But I've never learned so much about people in pain. Addiction is about fear. Fear of life. There are many reasons for fear. I stay open to God's plan. I believe God put me here to help her soon. She will reach out to me at some point soon I just know it. So I stay open to receive her day of recovery and return to Jesus. Believe it and you will see it. BELIEVE IT AND YOU WILL SEE IT. I solve problems with my belief in God's Word. We must never give up on our loved ones. It is all possible for God. I face death everyday here from overdose to crime. This is where God wants me. I serve him in faith and it is traumatic. I just silently pray that it will change soon. I have been a horse trainer for 25 years so God gave me a different herd to work with. I solve problems with horses but now with addicts. It's very strange because I have experience with wild behavior in animals. The addicts don't know God. But I share prayers for them. I miss my dogs my horse my home my things my wife but my calling is to be here. So no matter what it takes to make a difference try to stay open to receive God's call. It may be the counter balance for healing a loved one that's out of balance. Trust in God and trust in your partner or friend who is not perfect. You are the center of the scale if justice...Just US. To make a difference stay open to receive God's love and forgiveness for your mate or a friend. Bless our loved ones tonight. Bless them all in their struggle to find you Jesus. Amen