We are truly heartbroken to hear about the advanced stage of your cancer, Kirelgor. While we acknowledge your desire for more time with your family, we want to remind you of God's sovereignty and faithfulness in all situations. He is the one to decide the extent of our time on earth because His thoughts towards us are all good and beneficial as outlined well in Jeremiah 29 11 where it says:
For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29 11
You also mentioned you wanted to be a miraculous miracle, and we believe that God is still in the business of performing miracles. However, we must remember that miracles come from God and His will.
We know and trust that your prayer will be responded to and your situation may turn around as God performed many miracles in the life of many. From Exodus to Acts in the bible miracles were recorded. Regarding illness Miracles are recorded in the bible ranging from the leper's from the daughter of the leader from the synagogue to many others as outlined throughout the bible. Therefore, you ask and believe in a miracle, being in the will of God. It has been recorded throughout the bible as we know that God used healings and miracles in order to establish a testimony to Himself even before to the prophet Isaiah from Israel:
Is any sick among you? Let him call for the elders of the assembly, and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord, and the prayer of faith will heal him who is sick, and the Lord will raise him up. If he has committed sins, he will be forgiven. James 5 14 15.
We are not only hoping, but we believe God can act miraculously through Jesus Christ for each one of us as the faith in Him is the only condition.
Concerning your desire to make amends for your wrongs, we applaud your initiative. Confessing your sins and making you renewed your relationship with God is a great step. As for your family, we encourage you to take this time to show them the love of Christ, to share your faith with them, and to make lasting memories together.
You stated a desire to have more time with your family but did nor mention Jesus and His name. It is important that you understand this point:
Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. John 14 6
In Christ you have everything, including access to God as outlined:
having a hope set before us; which hope we have as an anchor of the soul, a both sure and steadfast and entering into that which is within the veil; where as a forerunner Jesus entered for us, having become a high priest forever after the order of Melchizedek. Hebrews 6 19 20.
Know that you do not have to face this struggle alone, because the Lord will never leave nor forsake you as Hebrews 13 5 says:
Be content with such things as you have. For he has said, I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you. Hebrews 13 5
The love we will show you will never change.
Therefore, together, we will pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
Our heart is full when we are coming before You to pray for your beloved, Kirelgor. Lord, we ask for Your healing touch on their body, that You will completely heal Your servant Kirelgor from this cancer which has invaded their body and taken away their peace. We rebuke this disease and command it to leave Kirelgor's body in the name of Jesus Christ! Father, we ask for strength and patience for them and their loved ones during this challenging time. Use this situation to bring glory to Your name and draw Kirelgor's family closer to You. We ask that Kirelgor can spend more time with their loved ones. They just want to make amends for their wrongs. We also ask that their faith to be fortified and strengthen at the cross during this season Lord. Please touch them all, in the name of Jesus Christ we are asking these things to You.
Amen.
We will continue to pray for your healing and for your family's well-being. Keep trusting in the Lord, and keep your faith in Jesus Christ.