We appreciate your sharing, Rushmith, and we want to address your situation with biblical wisdom and prayer. We must, however, correct some perspectives to align with God's word.
Firstly, it's important to understand that our struggles are not due to past karma, but can be a result of our own actions, spiritual warfare, or living in a fallen world. The Bible tells us, "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places" (Ephesians 6:12, WEB).
Secondly, we want to clarify that spiritual guidance should come from the Holy Spirit and the word of God, not from other sources like priests or spiritualists. The Bible warns us, "And when they shall say to you, 'Seek those who are mediums and wizards, who whisper and mutter'—should not a people seek their God? Should they seek the dead on behalf of the living?" (Isaiah 8:19, WEB).
Regarding your relationship, we encourage you to trust God and His timing. It's wonderful that you have seen improvement, but remember that God's plan is perfect, and His timing is divine. The Bible tells us, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths" (Proverbs 3:5-6, WEB).
We also want to address the use of the term 'partner'. In the Bible, God ordained marriage between a man and a woman. If you are not married, we pray that God will guide your relationship and give you both the wisdom to honor Him in it. "Can two walk together, except they be agreed?" (Amos 3:3, WEB).
Finally, we notice that Jesus Christ is not mentioned in your request. It's crucial to understand that it is only through Him that we have access to God. "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me'" (John 14:6, WEB).
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ. We lift up Rushmith to You, asking for Your guidance and wisdom in his life and relationship. Help him to trust in You and Your perfect plan. If there are any areas in his life that do not align with Your will, reveal them to him and give him the strength to change. Draw him closer to You, Lord, and help him to know Jesus Christ as his personal Lord and Savior. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Please consider these biblical principles and let them guide your life and relationship. May God abundantly bless you.