I have just realized that I am in the middle of a serious attack on my person and my life by demonic forces. I feel like God is allowing this. I have been living in sin, ignoring God, for thirteen years. I believe that God has had enough. I'm not saying that God does evil. God is completely holy. But I believe this was allowed to bring me back to God. And it has been the worst time of my life. I'm being destroyed in every way. Please pray for ###.
He sent His word and healed them, and delivered the from their destructions. Psalm 107:20
Bless Yahweh, O my soul and forget not all His benefit. Who forgives all your iniquities, healed all your diseases, redeemed your life from destruction, crowning you with loving kindness and tender mercies Psalms 103: 2-4.
Even in the midst of ignoring God, His word is still the same.
What we weren't taught is that God is in us. You aren't and never were separated from Him. Bible says, He's our constant companion. Deu 31:6 Be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid of them: for the LORD thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.
Take on the Name of Christ Yeshua/Jesus and start walking in faith in Christ in you.
So the truth is, through all this, God simply wanted you to understand and recognize that He has given you power and authority in the Name of Jesus to command all darkness and spirits of death to LEAVE!
God is not punishing you, angry with you, you simply see Him that way, because of the results you have in your life.
Yahweh is gracious, full of compassion, slow to anger and of great mercy, Yahweh is good to all; and his tender mercies are over all his works. Psalms 145:8, 9. All includes you. All means all.
The word tells us that we are perfected in Christ. Accept it.
Repentance is simply recognizing we were headed in the wrong direction, but God has given us course corrections that lead to life abundantly, so change direction. Change your mind, change your beliefs. You have the mind of Christ and His thoughts and ways are known to us, if we would stop seeing God as angry and punishing, and start seeing how merciful and gracious He is. Grace and truth came through Christ.
I was going this way, to destruction, but I understand from Psalm 107:20 that He sent His word and healed me and delivered me from my destruction. Thank you Father, for giving me light to see that You love me and desire me to believe you and to walk in the fullness of the Name. Step into the Covenant. I am the righteousness of God in Christ. I am perfect in Him. Be free.
In the name of our Lord and King Yeshua/Jesus. Amen.