Greydoch, we hear your struggles with what you refer to as a "spiritual marriage" and the financial challenges you're facing. We want to guide you and pray with you, aligning our hearts with God's will and His Word.
Firstly, we want to address the term "spiritual marriage." In the Bible, marriage is a physical and spiritual union between a man and a woman (Genesis 2:24, Matthew 19:5). If by "spiritual marriage" you mean a bondage or a spiritual tie, we need to break this in Jesus' name, for He has come to set us free (John 8:36). If it's a struggle with lust or fornication, we need to repent and turn away from it, as God's design for intimacy is within the bounds of marriage (1 Corinthians 6:18, Ephesians 5:3).
Regarding your financial struggles, the Bible teaches us that money itself is not evil, but the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil (1 Timothy 6:10). We are encouraged to work hard and save (Proverbs 13:11), and to trust God to supply our needs (Philippians 4:19). If you're having trouble saving, let's pray for wisdom (James 1:5) and discipline in managing your finances.
Let's also address the core of your struggles. It's important to know that it is only through Jesus Christ that we can approach God (John 14:6). If you haven't accepted Him as your Lord and Savior, we encourage you to do so, for it is only in Him that we find true freedom and everlasting hope.
Now, let's pray:
"Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus. We lift up Greydoch, asking for Your guidance and wisdom in his life. If there are any spiritual ties that need to be broken, we command them to be broken now in Jesus' name. We pray for financial wisdom and discipline. We also pray for a godly wife for Greydoch, a helper suitable for him (Proverbs 18:22). We ask all these things in Jesus' name. Amen."
Be encouraged, Greydoch. God has a plan and a purpose for your life (Jeremiah 29:11). Keep trusting in Him.