Anonymous
Beloved of All
Background I fellowshipped a former coworker and though having been into spells and Wicca in the past she came to church with me but then she quit and interactions lessened. She quit talking to me when a migraine kept me from helping her move, I had arranged more help so the task went fine but I could not follow through for her. She recently reached back out and has wanted the same dynamic and my life is in a time of trial. My son and I are alone and impoverished. Our home is very drafty and we have been sick for 3 weeks two stomach flues and a cold. She reached out last night as I was struggling o stay up to do homework after my kiddo fell asleep. I am a faithful child of God but my church and family has taken offense that my son and I are on our own because God hates divorce but he also hates his daughters being mistreated and his children being taught impure theologies of men that will lead them away from the Lord. I have the Lord’s love and he repeatedly counseled me that though I was doing what I could a child not departing from the way only works if he is being taught the right way but my teaching was being contradicted by the powerful parent. The Lord gave me a mission and I am in school preparing for about 20 years of service to him. He has a Godly spouse he is preparing for me who will teach my child honorably. When a previous friend reached out I felt joy but it is not a supportive relationship for us. Then last night she reached out because the super supportive adoptive mom she had passed away. She doesn’t have similar faith so the comforting phrases I know won’t comfort her. I told her I was sorry for this time of grieving and sorry that life has so many tough times. I also told her I was exhausted from vomiting and would talk to her today or tomorrow but she cursed that it was awful that I didn’t comfort her and complained of being sick. Since we have had spiritual attack that scripture and prayer are not driving away. Because we are so sick we can’t go in to church. Please help us get rid of this dark compressing feeling. Dear Heavenly Father we come unto thee through thy beloved son our Savior and beg thy assistance that no curses or evil will be able to stay in our home or presence that prayer will bring thy light and comfort. Thou knows I need to remove myself from the acquaintances that will bring negativity and evil into our lives as I prepare to serve thee. Please help us. We love thee and I say this in Jesus Christ’s name. Amen.