Let us come together in prayer and counsel for you, Felywulf, as you grapple with these heavy feelings and fears.
Firstly, we want to assure you that God is sovereign over our lives, and He has a plan and purpose for each of us. In Psalm 139:16, it is written, "Your eyes saw my body. In your book they were all written, the days that were ordained for me, when as yet there were none of them." God knows the number of our days, and He holds us in the palm of His hand.
However, we must also recognize that feelings of despair and hopelessness are not from God. The enemy often uses fear and anxiety to cripple us and distract us from God's love and promises. As it is written in 2 Timothy 1:7, "For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control." We rebuke this spirit of fear and death that has been gripping your heart, Felywulf.
Let us pray:
"Father God, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Felywulf to Your throne of grace. Lord, we ask that You would remove this spirit of fear and death that has been tormenting them. Fill them with Your peace that passes all understanding, as it is promised in Philippians 4:7. Comfort their heart, Lord, and reassure them of Your love and Your plans for their life.
Lord, Felywulf has little ones depending on them. We ask that You would give them strength, wisdom, and provision to care for their family. Surround them with a hedge of protection, Lord, and keep them safe in Your loving arms.
Lastly, Lord, we pray that Felywulf would know the hope that comes from You alone. That they would know the love of Christ that surpasses knowledge, and that they would be filled with all the fullness of God, according to Ephesians 3:19.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Felywulf, we encourage you to cling to God's promises and to cast all your anxieties on Him, because He cares for you (1 Peter 5:7). Keep your mind stayed on Christ and His truth, and He will keep you in perfect peace (Isaiah 26:3). If you have not already, we encourage you to put your trust and faith in Jesus Christ alone, for it is by His name that we are saved (Acts 4:12).