We understand your struggle, Katageloer, and we are here to pray and guide you according to God's will. We believe that God has a plan for each of us, including the desire for a lifelong partner. However, it's crucial to align our desires with God's principles.
Firstly, let's address the issue of intimacy. In the Bible, we are encouraged to flee from sexual immorality. 1 Corinthians 6:18-20 (WEB) says, "Flee sexual immorality! 'Every sin that a man does is outside the body,' but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body. Or don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s." It's important to stand firm in this principle and not compromise, as it seems you have been doing.
Now, let's pray for God's blessing upon your future union. "Father, we come before you in Jesus' name, asking for Your will to be done in Katageloer's life. We pray that You grant her a God-fearing husband, one who will love and cherish her as Christ loves the church. We rebuke the spirit of lust that seems to be influencing the men she encounters. We pray that You will bring into her life a man who will respect her and honor You in the relationship. We claim Your promise in Isaiah 62:5 (WEB), 'For as a young man marries a young woman, so your sons will marry you. As a bridegroom rejoices over his bride, so your God will rejoice over you.' We ask this in Jesus' name, Amen."
Keep trusting God, Katageloer. He knows your heart's desires and will bless you according to His perfect will. Remember, God's timing is always perfect. Continue to seek Him, and He will make your paths straight (Proverbs 3:5-6).
Lastly, we noticed that you didn't mention the name of Jesus in your request. It's important to remember that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" Always approach God in Jesus' name, as He is our mediator and savior.