We are truly sorry to hear about the trauma, bullying, and severe depression that you are experiencing. It's important to remember that you are not alone in this struggle, and there is hope and healing in Jesus Christ.
Firstly, we want to address that the only way we can come to God is through faith in Jesus Christ. It is only by the name Jesus Christ that we can be saved. And there is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved.(Acts 4:12 WEB) If you have never confessed that Jesus Christ is lord and believed in your heart that God rose him from the dead then you will be saved.(Romans 10:9 WEB) We encourage you to take this step if you have never done so. If you have questions, please ask.
In your struggle, remember that God is close to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit.(Psalm 34:18 WEB) He cares deeply for you and wants to heal your wounds. Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.(Matthew 11:28-30 WEB)
We encourage you to seek godly counsel and support from fellow believers. Share each other's burdens, and so obey the law of Christ.(Galatians 6:2 WEB) It's also crucial to pray and read God's Word daily, allowing His truth to renew your mind. Don't be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God.(Romans 12:2 WEB)
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up our sister/brother who is going through a difficult time. We ask for Your healing touch to mend the brokenness and pain caused by trauma and bullying. Lord, please fill them with Your peace and comfort, and give them strength to overcome depression and despair. Guide them to godly counsel and support, and help them to grow in their faith and relationship with You. We pray for their faith to be built up and their life with you to grow. In Jesus Christ name we pray. Amen.
If you need further support or have any questions, please feel free to share with us. We are here to help and pray for you.