Sorry for using I when I'm praying Lord.My hopes are crushed.That of my Son to
nly you know the way I should go.I am really helpless sad to say.I realise why I just can't make things right it's all confusing and feels hopeless when I see things the way they are now.I didn't see it I was blind manipulatied by spiritual bondages ,forgive me for not fighting hard enough and not being strong in your words.Perhaps I wouldn't have seen this dark day .
Don't give up. The answer is IN YOU. What do I mean? Some time ago, the Lord showed me that there are no problems. No problems? No, problems show up and we call them problems. Spirit that is God has no problems, in fact, He has already give us the answers. What are they? Cast down imaginations...think on things that are true, honest, just, pure, lovely and praiseworthy.
Brother James is someone who posts on here and in his responses he give his testimony, which he gave me permission to use, because it is an eye opener. I had read it over and over and one day the Lord said, slow down...read it slower. So I did and to my amazement, I got it. "take no thought..." and then we say ... so it's take no thought, saying... my life is hopeless, my life has no meaning, my life is .... The truth is God has given us all things that pertain to life and godliness. He has given us all things. What are you needing?
There is a story in the Old Testament of a woman who hosted Elisha whenever he came through her village. She had her husband build Elisha a room, which the husband did. One day, Elisha said to his servant, what can we give her, and they realized she had no children so Elisha said that this time next year you will have a son. Well, she had a son. When the son was a young teen, he was out in the field with his dad and got a terrible headache. So they brought him to his mother, who sat in the house with her son one her lap, and the boy died. She took the son and put him on Elisha's bed and told her husband to saddle the donkey she was going to see the man of God.
What she didn't do was tell anyone that the boy had died. She didn't even tell her husband. Instead, she said, "all is well." Well, she brought Elisha back, and the boy was revived.
I don't know what is going on with your son, but it didn't take God by surprise, in fact, He has answered. He is the God of reconciliation and restoration. I see things differently, but God has already answered, our place is to take no thought, saying... unless it is all is well, and thank you Father for restoring our relationship. I wish for my son, peace and harmony.
Here is Brother James' testimony: "I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives"
You are more wonderful and beautiful than you realize.
Blessings of life, wholeness, completeness, perfection, in Jesus.