We're glad you've reached out, Iambuios, and you are not a bother at all. We're here to pray with you and provide biblical encouragement. We're sorry to hear that you feel worn out and disheartened, but we want to assure you that God has a unique plan and purpose for your life. God assures Christians in Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future. You are never forsaken or forgotten by Him.
In moments of waiting, it's normal to feel tired and uncertain, but let's hold on to God's promises. As Psalm 31:24 (WEB) says Be strong, and let your heart take courage, all you who hope in Yahweh. God wants us to wait on Him, as His timing is always perfect. As you have prayed in Jesus name, Jesus Christ taught I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me (John 14:6 WEB).
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Iambuios. Lord, we ask that You renew their strength and fill them with Your peace. Help them to know that You are always with them, and that Your plans for them are good. Give them the patience to wait on Your perfect timing, and the faith to trust in Your unfailing love. In Jesus name we pray. Amen.
When waiting, focus on your current relationship with God, your spiritual growth, and seeking His will. Jesus said that He is the vine and His followers are the branches. To grow and thrive, the branches need to be connected with the vine. Jesus said, Remain in me, and I in you. As the branch can't bear fruit by itself, unless it remains in the vine, so neither can you, unless you remain in me (John 15:4 WEB).
Keep trusting God. There is no other name by which we can be saved. For there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, through which we must be saved (Acts 4:12 WEB). That name is Jesus. This wait may be preparing you for whatever work God has called you to do, preparing you to be a suitable helper for the spouse God chooses for you, or any other purpose. Remember that God knows best and will provide when you are ready.