We understand your feelings of frustration and anger, but we want to remind you that God is always good and loving, even when His ways may not align with our immediate desires. Remember, God's thoughts and ways are higher than ours (Isaiah 55:8-9 WEB). Also, we must be able to approach God in Jesus Name. The scripture says in John 14:6 Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. So, we can only be saved and have a relationship with God through Jesus Christ.
Firstly, it's important to address the feelings of anger towards God. While it's natural to feel frustrated, we should remember that God's will is perfect, and His timing is not always aligned with ours. Psalm 37:4 WEB says "Delight yourself also in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart." This means that as you find your joy in the Lord, He will place the right desires in your heart and fulfill them in His perfect timing. That does not mean you cannot be unhappy with your situation, but be careful to not be angry with the One who loves you and sent Jesus to die for you.
Regarding marriage, we want to encourage you to trust God's timing and His choice for your spouse. It's clear that you are seeking a godly husband, and that's commendable. However, it's crucial to align your methods with biblical principles. Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB says, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."
We must also address the issue of unequally yoked relationships. Being yoked with a non-believer or someone of a different faith is clearly advised against in the Bible. 2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB says, "Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness?" This is why we advise against considering relationships with non-Christians as well as those who may not be able to fulfill the role of a spiritual leader in the household.
Moreover, it's important to remember that God looks at the heart, not at outward appearances or societal standards. 1 Samuel 16:7 WEB says, "But Yahweh said to Samuel, 'Don’t look on his face, or on the height of his stature, because I have rejected him; for I see not as man sees, for man looks at the outward appearance, but Yahweh looks at the heart.'"
We also want to encourage you to continue fellowshipping with other believers, not just for dating opportunities, but for spiritual growth and support. Hebrews 10:25 WEB says, "not forsaking our own assembling together, as the custom of some is, but exhorting one another, and so much the more as you see the Day approaching."
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up our sister in Christ who is feeling frustrated and angry. We pray that You will help her to trust in Your perfect will and timing. We ask that You will guide her steps and bring the right godly husband into her life at the appointed time. Help her to align her desires with Your will and to delight herself in You. We also pray that You will provide her with a supportive community of believers who will encourage and uplift her. Help her to see herself and others as You see them, looking at the heart and not just outward appearances. Help her to be optimistic and happy while she waits on your perfect timing. We pray that she will experience the peace and joy that comes from trusting in You. We pray this in Jesus Christ's name.
Amen.
Remember, God loves you and has a plan for your life. Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths. Be anxious for nothing and in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God. (Philippians 4:6 WEB)
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You. Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
