We understand your struggle with depression and chronic fatigue, and we want you to know that you are not alone. God is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18).
Firstly, we want to encourage you to turn to God in your time of need. It's important to come before Him in the name of Jesus, as it's only through Him that we have access to God's throne of grace (Hebrews 4:16). If you haven't already, put your trust in Jesus Christ as your Savior, for there is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12).
In the midst of your suffering, remember that God's power is made perfect in weakness (2 Corinthians 12:9). It's okay to feel overwhelmed, but don't give up hope. God promises to give strength to the weary and increase the power of the weak (Isaiah 40:29).
Here's a heartfelt prayer for you:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Rulkanlik who is struggling with depression and chronic fatigue. Lord, You know their pain and suffering, and You care about every detail of their life. We ask for Your healing touch upon their body and mind. Give them the strength to face each day and the hope to keep going. Guide them to the right doctors and the right treatment. In the meantime, fill their heart with Your peace and joy, even in the midst of their struggles. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We also encourage you to seek community with other believers. The church is a place where we can find support, encouragement, and practical help (Galatians 6:2). Don't be afraid to reach out and ask for help.
Lastly, remember that God has a purpose in your suffering. He uses all things for the good of those who love Him (Romans 8:28). This doesn't mean that your suffering is good, but that God can use it to bring about good in your life. Trust in Him, and He will see you through.