Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
I lost my beloved sister ### suddenly three weeks ago and am really struggling without her as she was my carer as well as my sister and best friend. I was supposed to travel to a hospital tomorrow morning to have a biliary stent removed and the appointment was cancelled this afternoon. This is the second time this has happened and it has really affected my mental health. The past ### years have been so awful with so much illnesses, bereavements and so many bad things happening and the worst has been losing ###. I just don't understand why God is letting sll these bad things happen to me? I am physically and emotionally exhausted 
Father God I am struggling to understand why I am having to endure one trial after the other tor so long? I am finding the anxiety, and OCD which torments me 24/7, unbearable and my heart is broken over the loss of ###. My hospital appointment being cancelled again is really affecting my mental health. I am tired of being in pain both mentally and physically. Please reassure me that are with me and that my life will be worth living again. In Jesus' name. Amen

