Rauljacobdiaz, we appreciate your sincere request and are here to support you in prayer and guidance. Firstly, we want to commend you for seeking strength and health from the Lord, and for your commitment to finding a job and staying clean. It's important to remember that all good gifts come from above, and God is pleased when we ask Him for help.
In James 1:5-6 (WEB) it is written, "But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of the God who gives to all liberally and without reproach; and it will be given to him. But let him ask in faith, without any doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, driven by the wind and tossed."
However, we must also address some concerns in your message. It's great that you are focusing on your goals and seeking a job, but we must caution against the idea of returning to smoking weed once you've achieved them. The Bible teaches us to flee from all appearance of evil (1 Thessalonians 5:22), and to not let any unwholesome talk come out of our mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs (Ephesians 4:29). This principle extends to our behaviors as well.
We must also address your request for a special girl. While it's natural to desire companionship, it's important to seek a godly spouse and a marriage that honors God. In 2 Corinthians 6:14 (WEB), it is written, "Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness?" As you seek a companion, we encourage you to trust in the Lord and seek His will for your life.
Lastly, we notice that you did not mention the name of Jesus in your prayer. It's essential to understand that it is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'"
Let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You today in the name of Jesus, asking for Your blessings upon Rauljacobdiaz. Please provide him with the strength, health, and wisdom he needs to find a job and achieve his goals. We ask that You guide him in his decisions, and that You bring godly influences into his life. Help him to remain steadfast in his commitment to stay clean, and to seek Your will in all things. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to continue seeking the Lord, trusting in His will for your life. May God bless you and guide you in all your endeavors.