Hermira
Disciple of Prayer
Hello everyone,
My name is Lucy. I just wanted to share some things that have been going on for me. I'm trying so hard to pray and some days I just can't and don't know why. At the same time, I need to because when I do pray, I feel better about life and its very important. Currently I'm struggling on my own with the following. I had to change my job, career, and employer because my previous job made me sick. This came with a pay cut and then I got a huge rental increase. I still haven't fully recovered, and it has been 3 months already. My finances are a mess. I'm trying to come to the realisation that I will never own a home again that I could leave to my children. Due to divorce my ex-husband got our house. In my new job there's a few things not quite right - unrealistic demands, feeling pressured, overlooking staff members that are always trying hard, mix messages and so on. My youngest child has additional needs and is struggling with just about everything. I feel like I exist but I'm not living if that makes sense. Also, I returned to church recently and someone asked me if my boyfriend was a Christian. He says he believes in God and has been to church with me twice. Other than this I don't know what to do about it this relationship. As it is we live 3000kms apart and neither of us can move. We see each other every 6-7 weeks currently. I don't want to cry every other day anymore because I'm overwhelmed and anxious. Thank you for praying for a stranger and God Bless You.
My name is Lucy. I just wanted to share some things that have been going on for me. I'm trying so hard to pray and some days I just can't and don't know why. At the same time, I need to because when I do pray, I feel better about life and its very important. Currently I'm struggling on my own with the following. I had to change my job, career, and employer because my previous job made me sick. This came with a pay cut and then I got a huge rental increase. I still haven't fully recovered, and it has been 3 months already. My finances are a mess. I'm trying to come to the realisation that I will never own a home again that I could leave to my children. Due to divorce my ex-husband got our house. In my new job there's a few things not quite right - unrealistic demands, feeling pressured, overlooking staff members that are always trying hard, mix messages and so on. My youngest child has additional needs and is struggling with just about everything. I feel like I exist but I'm not living if that makes sense. Also, I returned to church recently and someone asked me if my boyfriend was a Christian. He says he believes in God and has been to church with me twice. Other than this I don't know what to do about it this relationship. As it is we live 3000kms apart and neither of us can move. We see each other every 6-7 weeks currently. I don't want to cry every other day anymore because I'm overwhelmed and anxious. Thank you for praying for a stranger and God Bless You.