Threnileo
Disciple of Prayer
so I'll try to summarize a lot, but I've had depression for over 4 years that I inherited from my family. I'm more surviving than living you know? I try so hard to be grateful to God for my life but inside I hate myself. from my appearance to my personality. I'm also going through a difficult time because I was calm at a college I was doing (more by pressure) and every day I was more sure that this was not what God wanted for my life. I'm I'm with a rumor" because I don't know how low why I want me to do it, because I'm not too downcast because I compare myself to others answers and I really wanted to have a purpose of God bless my career, you know, I'm not looking to work just for the money, but I really wanted to love what I do. I feel like I wasn't born for anything (even though I know it's not).