So I move back into flat, the neighbour and his gf are building up his mental games with me again to try and force me out!!!! he's got it into his head that he can have the garden for his self even though he first floor and im ground floor. Who can I turn to in my life? who will be able to get me away? The doctors won't even help me get my meds back. I've existed and never truly lived, I've been through too much. Suicide sadly seems the only option now, b4 any1 judges my pain and anguish is too much to bear any longer, I've asked and asked for God to end my life. Ive often never really been allowed to be the person I was created to be.