Krysta
Disciple of Prayer
so, I believe in my heart that I was called to sing, as a job. Because in life I dont see myself doing anything besides it. I've always had a desire to be a singer, since I was a little girl. But, I was never able to sing. I was tone-deaf (what many people call it). I would still practice everyday by myself because everyone always told me "practice makes perfect". I felt confident one day to sing in front of my mom. And even though I was making progress (not a lot) the only thing she managed to say to me "holy crap, that was bad g" I was so heartbroken. I had such a burning passion in me but didn't have to talent to do anything. It was like driving in a circle expecting to get somewhere. I remember how shaky my voice was when I told her that she would see how good of a singer I'd be one day, because regardless of what she said I still believed. Now here I am almost 6 years later, able to sing. I went on google and taught myself how to sing because I do not have the money for lessons. Anyways the whole point of this request is because I'm losing confidence. I hear other singers sing and I find myself sad because even though I've been practicing every SINGLE day for the past 6 years, my voice isn't even as close to what theirs is. I just need someone to help me pray what I've been praying for. God please give me a gorgeous voice that I can no longer hate on. I pray for a beautiful vibrato and tone. I pray for such a gorgeous unique voice that people will feel your spirit the minute I start to sing. When I say this next part, I am not asking for the same voice. But God I aim to have a voice like Beyonce. Not to sound like her, but to have a voice as beautiful as her. It's so so heavenly when she sings sweet nonsecular music. Like halo, for instance. I want to be able to sing higher without sounding like I'm be strangled. I want a gorgeous vibrato. Please God, I will do anything. I aim to be a christian singer to give back to you God for not only answering this prayer request, but for everything you have done for me. Espeically when you never left even though I turned my back on you. Thank you God for answering this prayer. I can't wait to sing for your people and lead them to you by just singing a melody. And before any of you say " it doesn't matter if you're good, God loves when you worship him" i get that, but I want to make a career out of this, so it does matter. I'm excited to hear the changes God will make. And I do know it could take awhile and hours of practice for this prayer to be fully answered, but the passion for singing that burns in my soul is screaming that the time is foing to be worth the changes he's going to make. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.
