Lettinggod
Servant of All
So god spoke to me about paying tithes today. This morning I planned on doing it because I need god to move in areas of my life and God spoke to me about doing it. Then I went to church and that is what the message was about but something inside of me said to wait. When i was just about to do. A bill I did not anticipate at this very moment took what extra money I had out of my account pretty much the exact much I was about to give. I am at a job I need god to remove me from as soon as possible. I have more bills that what I can afford. My girlfriend does not want to work and contribute like she use to which helped us survived. Therefore I have no money to spare. I tried to treat myself to be happy and now I am paying for it. God says Sacrifice it but I have nothing but money that is going to be taken out of my accounts anyway. I can lose my job any day at the hands of this man who god needs to remove from the company I am at soon. I want to give but I do not think it will be enough. I want to sacrifice but I have nothing to sacrifice. I feel like if I do not give tonight God will not be pleased. Once again I am being place in the middle of what god wants me to do and what the devil wants to have happen. And I need god to save my oldest son from the environment he is in before it is too late. Help me father. Speak to me father