AngelCali
Beloved of All
Dear God please help me. Am I suppose to be alone my whole life? Am I unloveable and can't have anyone in my life? I just want to have someone to smile with and laugh with. Please let me run into the person at the gym again soon. Please let there be a connection. Was it in my head when I thought they noticed me? Am that that horrible of a person that I can't have one person in my life? Have done something wrong God? Please forgive me. I don't know what else to do. Am I not praying the right way to God? What must I do? Help me please God. I am only existing. Please if I have to live like this, please let me go to bed and not wake up. I am tired God. I am broken spiritually, mentally, physically and emotionally. I can't do this any more. I struggly to do basic things these days. Please intercede on my behalf God. Please pray for me please. Amen.