Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
I am struggling to find the right words as so tired but as many of you will know I have had illnesses most of my life and the past six years have been especially difficult with SO many bad things happening which made my mental and physical health even worse resulting in me being admitted to hospital for two months.
During all this my dear sister Margaret has been my rock and kept me believing that Jesus will make everything alright. She is now struggling with her health. She has diverticulitis which is causing tummy upset and has fluid on her right leg and foot which makes walking difficult.
Today is her birthday and we both prayed so hard that God would heal us so we could celebrate and go out together for the first time in over 30 years but the healing hasn't happened and we are so disheartened. It just feels like God doesn't want us to be happy Margaret is 75 and I worry so much about losing her.
Also I have been tapering off from my anti depressant but really don't think I am strong enough to cope with withdrawal symptoms and don't know what to do as I am getting no medical support. I have prayed to God for guidance but there is just silence as there is for all my prayers which makes me even more afraid. I pray to Father God but sad to confess He doesn't feel like a loving Father.
So sorry to have gone on so much and wish I could explain things better.
I really need hope that Margaret and I will see "the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living" and we will laugh again.
I would truly appreciate your continued prayers
During all this my dear sister Margaret has been my rock and kept me believing that Jesus will make everything alright. She is now struggling with her health. She has diverticulitis which is causing tummy upset and has fluid on her right leg and foot which makes walking difficult.
Today is her birthday and we both prayed so hard that God would heal us so we could celebrate and go out together for the first time in over 30 years but the healing hasn't happened and we are so disheartened. It just feels like God doesn't want us to be happy Margaret is 75 and I worry so much about losing her.
Also I have been tapering off from my anti depressant but really don't think I am strong enough to cope with withdrawal symptoms and don't know what to do as I am getting no medical support. I have prayed to God for guidance but there is just silence as there is for all my prayers which makes me even more afraid. I pray to Father God but sad to confess He doesn't feel like a loving Father.
So sorry to have gone on so much and wish I could explain things better.
I really need hope that Margaret and I will see "the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living" and we will laugh again.
I would truly appreciate your continued prayers