Sweetangel
Account Closed
So after the wonderful day I had what does this mean Lord? Yes I always get worried about negative things when most the time they are no big deal but you know how hard I am trying and how patient I'm being and how much I love him. I hope I just woke him out of his sleep and it made him made is all. I text him to make sure he was up because my mom said last night he woke up late. I can't say what his answer was exactly but he said "what the heck" and I said "huh mom said you woke up late just making sure you up" and he said "so what i'll be fine. I don't need you waking me up" Really after all I done for him why all of a sudden he made comments like this. I believe I'm over analyzing and he was just mad because I woke him out of a hard sleep. Is this the devil again or is this you telling me he needs to see how hard everything would be if he didn't have me and my family? Are you telling me now it's time for tough love to where I need to let him be with none of our help? PLEASE LORD NO BECAUSE I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE. Please stop this and please let him apologize and realize he better really straighten up and grab onto me because My heart is tired just so tired.... and now I have to deal with work. Lord I love you please fix this and don't let this be me messing everything up. please make the night slow slow and help me to stay awake tonight. I only slept 4 hours today because I wanted to make myself get out and everything you gave me today was so wonderful and now this. Please fix it. Please cover the devil with your blood and destroy him from tugging at my heart. in Jesus, Christ The Lord, God above, and the Holy Spirit within you and I I don't know what more to do anymore. Amen I Pray Amen