Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
I have been very ill in hospital for nine weeks due to many physical and mental illnesses.
I have had to fight really hard to get through this and now honestly wonder why as due to be discharged in a couple of days and I am so afraid as still feel awful with a lot of pain in and my mind torment hasn't stopped despite medication.
I had started to feel a bit better and more hopeful for the future but these past few days I feel I have gone backwards. To be honest I feel suicidal as life doesn't feel worth living.
I have been crying out to Jesus and telling Him I:m afraid but there's just silence which makes me feel worse. I just don't understand as the Bible tells us we can "Cast all our cares oh Him" and that He is a "very present help in times of trouble"
I just don't understand.
My sister Margaret and I have had over five years of heartache and endless problems and long for rest and happiness. We would give all the Glory to God and testify that Jesus is alive and loves us
Please pray for us.
Thanks in Christ
I have had to fight really hard to get through this and now honestly wonder why as due to be discharged in a couple of days and I am so afraid as still feel awful with a lot of pain in and my mind torment hasn't stopped despite medication.
I had started to feel a bit better and more hopeful for the future but these past few days I feel I have gone backwards. To be honest I feel suicidal as life doesn't feel worth living.
I have been crying out to Jesus and telling Him I:m afraid but there's just silence which makes me feel worse. I just don't understand as the Bible tells us we can "Cast all our cares oh Him" and that He is a "very present help in times of trouble"
I just don't understand.
My sister Margaret and I have had over five years of heartache and endless problems and long for rest and happiness. We would give all the Glory to God and testify that Jesus is alive and loves us
Please pray for us.
Thanks in Christ