I slipped up and had one cigerette yesterday that I got from a neighbour. Now I am getting closer again to Yahshua it really hurt me to know I had hurt Him and abused His trust and faithfulness. I repented wholeheartedly and I think it ended up bringing us closer. Please pray I have absolutely no back sliding today. Book of Hosea says - And I will heal their backsliding, and love them freely. For my anger is turned away from them. Please also pray for the faith and obedience of my daughter Kaya and my grandchildren Misti, Jazmyn and Aurora to increase as well as my own. And for the acceptence of Jesus in Kaya boyfriend ASh and my oldest granddaughter Sophie. Praise Jesus who got me of many drugs including heroin and crack and is helping me a lot with my diagnosis of schitzo-affective disorder. I no longer accept this man made diabolic disorder as mine but declare I am whole and I am free, by His stripes I am healed. Amen!