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willnotgiveup
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I am a mom of four great children. They are beautiful and such good kids. They are two teenagers, a 20-year-old, and a 21-year-old. I have worked as an exotic dancer and protected them from this world and environment. I raised them with faith and in a normal home like I was raised with discipline, manners, and morals. Everyone is amazed at how well they were raised because I am a single mom; they expected me to fail. My 3 boys' father is deceased, and my daughter's father is not too involved due to the way he is. I have worked at this job all these years to make enough money so they could have everything they want and a normal life. They are now old enough and open-minded enough to know they have a loving mom who works at a job she hates to pay her bills, keep a roof over her kids' heads, and take care of whatever they need. They also have noticed the difference between their mother's morals and others she has worked with who don't seem to have good faith or any morals.
I sometimes wonder if God knows I exist and does he hear my prayers? Why do I still sleep all day and seem to have sunk into a deep depression and can't even find the motivation anymore or excitement about anything? I no longer dream about anything. I used to be the one who said follow your dreams no matter what anyone says. I feel like my world has stopped, and I am desperately trying not to give up. I focus on my kids, and I don't get out to meet anyone, and when I do, it's always someone bad for me. I can't meet a good person in the place I work, and they are always trying to promise things for me that don't pan out.
I need strong prayers and good faith. I am a good person and I feel I am just as worthy for prayers from God than any other person here on this earth. I have given to the poor when I've had nothing myself. I have given my last bit of change to the homeless over and over again. I am always giving my heart to those in need. Still, I work in a very bad place and feel stuck. If I leave this job for a minimum wage job with no college education, I will not survive taking care of my kids and a son that is going to a very good college next year. He worked hard and had the best grades; he got financial aid, went to Jamaica with his church group, and built homes for the destitute. Top state wrestling champion. I am so proud, and he has such a strong faith.
Please pray that I will find my way and purpose in life and I will meet a great man who will be my partner in life. I will own a home for the first time (we have moved from one rented place to another because of my bad credit). That my financial situation will prosper, and I will get out of that horrible place. I want all my kids' dreams to come true and for us to feel like life is a wonderful adventure.
Thank you and God Bless you all.
I sometimes wonder if God knows I exist and does he hear my prayers? Why do I still sleep all day and seem to have sunk into a deep depression and can't even find the motivation anymore or excitement about anything? I no longer dream about anything. I used to be the one who said follow your dreams no matter what anyone says. I feel like my world has stopped, and I am desperately trying not to give up. I focus on my kids, and I don't get out to meet anyone, and when I do, it's always someone bad for me. I can't meet a good person in the place I work, and they are always trying to promise things for me that don't pan out.
I need strong prayers and good faith. I am a good person and I feel I am just as worthy for prayers from God than any other person here on this earth. I have given to the poor when I've had nothing myself. I have given my last bit of change to the homeless over and over again. I am always giving my heart to those in need. Still, I work in a very bad place and feel stuck. If I leave this job for a minimum wage job with no college education, I will not survive taking care of my kids and a son that is going to a very good college next year. He worked hard and had the best grades; he got financial aid, went to Jamaica with his church group, and built homes for the destitute. Top state wrestling champion. I am so proud, and he has such a strong faith.
Please pray that I will find my way and purpose in life and I will meet a great man who will be my partner in life. I will own a home for the first time (we have moved from one rented place to another because of my bad credit). That my financial situation will prosper, and I will get out of that horrible place. I want all my kids' dreams to come true and for us to feel like life is a wonderful adventure.
Thank you and God Bless you all.
