Dwarhorne
Disciple of Prayer
Single mom at the end of my rope. Every day is unbearably hard in a unique and overwhelming way. There's never enough money, time, sleep, energy, attention, affection. I'm so tired. I'm so angry. I hate my job. I hate where we live. I am lonely and isolated. I have no friends, no parents, no extended family. I have chronic depression and anxiety. I try to pray but all I say most days is, "Please, God, please..." I don't think He cares about me. I used to be more in relationship with him but now it feels like the silent treatment. Can't just one good thing happen amidst all the bad? I love my kids but I feel purposeless and pointless as a person. Help.