Snowdrop
Disciple of Prayer
Since my mother died, my dad was diagnosed with cancer. He is doing well just having to go to dr. appointments. I have been under such emotional stress it has affected my life and body. I am literally afraid of life. I am afraid I will get cancer. Cancer is on both sides of my family. My mother also had cancer years ago as well. I am just scared of going to the dr. f/ checkups f/ fear of finding cancer. It is robbing me of my joy. I hate to say that because I am a Christian. I am just scared.