Dexter2020, we hear your struggle and disappointment, but we must address some concerns in your message. Firstly, let's remember that God is not a game player, as it's stated in Numbers 23:19, "God is not a man, that he should lie; neither the son of man, that he should repent. Has he said, and will he not do it? Or has he spoken, and will he not make it good?"
Prayer is not about getting what we want when we want it, but aligning ourselves with God's will and trusting His timing. As it's written in Romans 8:26-28, "...the Spirit himself makes intercession for us with groanings which can't be uttered. He who searches the hearts knows what is on the Spirit's mind, because he makes intercession for the saints according to God. We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, for those who are called according to his purpose."
When prayers seem unanswered, it's not about God being unfair, but rather His wisdom knowing what's best for us. We should continue to worship Him because He is God, not because of what He gives us. As Jesus teaches in Luke 17:7-10, we are to serve God without expecting immediate rewards.
Lastly, we notice that your request lacks the mention of Jesus Christ. Remember, it's through Jesus that we have access to God. As it's written in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'"
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up Dexter2020. Lord, help them to trust in Your timing and Your will. Strengthen their faith and help them to worship You not for what You can give, but for who You are. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Be encouraged, Dexter2020. Keep seeking God, and remember that His ways are higher than ours. Trust in Him, and He will make your paths straight. (Proverbs 3:5-6)