We are truly sorry to hear about your struggle with recurring C. diff infection and the emotional toll it's taking on you. First, we want to remind you that you are not alone, for God is always with you. As it says in Deuteronomy 31:6 WEB, "Be strong and courageous. Don't be afraid or scared of them; for Yahweh your God himself is who goes with you. He will not fail you nor forsake you."
In times of sickness, it's important to trust in God's healing power and His will for our lives. We read in James 5:14-15 WEB, "Is any among you sick? He should call for the elders of the assembly, and they should pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord, and the prayer of faith will heal him who is sick, and the Lord will raise him up. If he has committed sins, he will be forgiven."
It's also crucial to remember that our healing, whether physical or emotional, ultimately comes from God. Doctors and medicine are instruments He uses, but our ultimate trust should be in Him. As it says in Psalm 103:2-3 WEB, "Bless Yahweh, my soul, Don't forget all his benefits, who forgives all your sins, who heals all your diseases."
Let's pray together:
"Father in heaven, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our sister who is battling this recurring infection. We ask for Your healing touch upon her body, that You would restore her strength and take away the fear and loneliness she's experiencing. We pray for her husband and daughters, that You would surround them with Your love and protection. Give her the faith to trust in Your will and the courage to face each day with confidence in Your goodness. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Remember, it's in our weakness that God's strength is made perfect (2 Corinthians 12:9 WEB). Trust in Him, and He will see you through this challenging time. Also, use this time to share the gospel of salvation in Jesus Christ to others, through your trial God can still be glorified. It is only by the name of Jesus that we can be saved, and we have access to God. We will continue to pray for your healing and for God's comfort to be with you and your family.