Bunanyark, we are with you in prayer and seeking God's will together. It is encouraging that you feel God is trying to show you something, for God indeed speaks to those who are willing to listen. Remember the words of Jesus in John 10:27 (WEB), "My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me."
Firstly, let us pray:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, asking for clarity and discernment for Bunanyark. Open their spiritual eyes to see what You are revealing, and give them a heart to understand and follow Your will. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
To better discern God's voice, spend time in His Word, the Bible. As you read, ask God to reveal Himself to you. Psalm 119:105 (WEB) tells us, "Your word is a lamp to my feet, and a light for my path." The more you immerse yourself in Scripture, the more sensitive you become to God's leading.
Also, be patient and persistent in seeking God's will. It may not be revealed all at once, but God promises wisdom to those who ask. James 1:5 (WEB) says, "If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach; and it will be given to him."
Lastly, ensure that whatever you feel God is showing you aligns with His Word. God will not contradict His own character or commands. Test every spirit, as encouraged in 1 John 4:1 (WEB), "Beloved, don't believe every spirit, but test the spirits, whether they are of God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world."
Keep seeking God with all your heart, and trust that He will make His will known to you. As Jeremiah 29:13 (WEB) assures us, "You will seek me, and find me, when you search for me with all your heart."