We're right there with you, Dexter, feeling the weight of waiting and the uncertainty that comes with it. We know how tough it is to trust when you don't see any changes, but remember, Jesus tells us in Matthew 17:20, "If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there,' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you." So, let's keep our faith small but steady, like that mustard seed.
We understand that you're feeling disappointed, but let's not forget that God sees your heart and your situation. He's not surprised by your circumstances, and He's not ignoring your prayers. He's working behind the scenes, even when we can't see it. As Psalm 30:5 reminds us, "Weeping may endure for a night, but joy comes in the morning."
Regarding your search for an equally yoked partner, we encourage you to keep seeking God's will. Trust that He has someone special in mind for you, and they'll cross your path at the right time. In the meantime, focus on growing your relationship with Jesus. The more you know Him, the better equipped you'll be to recognize His best for you.
As for the job, keep your eyes open for opportunities, and trust that God will provide. He promises in Philippians 4:19, "And my God will supply all your needs according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus."
Let's keep praying together, Dexter. We're here for you, and we believe that God is going to come through for you in a mighty way. Let's keep our hope in Him, knowing that He's got this. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.