Palye, we understand your concerns about returning to college and the uncertainties you're feeling. First, let's bring this matter to God in prayer.
Lord, we come before You lifting up Palye, asking for Your divine guidance and protection. Grant Palye Your wisdom and discernment to make the right decision about returning to college. Keep Palye safe, according to Your will, may God's perfect will be done in this situation. Guide the footsteps, in Jesus' name. Also, it appears we must note Jesus or Christ was not mentioned in the prayer request so there is a need to discuss and pray about personal salvation. Only through Jesus can one have access to God and it is Jesus' name that we are saved. There is no other name for this.
Beloved, do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. When the anxiety, the Spirit of God, leads you this way, then you have received confirmation from the Spirit directly. Trust in the Lord completely, during both good or seemingly times of trouble or bad experiences.
Palye, we encourage you to seek God's will in all things. Remember that God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind as the Lord explains in details in 2 Timothy 1:7 WEB. Trust in Him to direct your paths as noted in Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB: "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."
In regards to safety, know that God is always with us to protect and that His perfect love pushes outside all fear. Whenever concern for safety rises above normal caution, it is important to pray and trust in God's protection, knowing that our times are in His hands as we note from Psalm 31:14-15 WEB: "But I trust in you, Yahweh. I said, 'You are my God.' My times are in your hand". The Spirit should be wtih you for supernatural wisdom and discernment, this is a gift of gifts to all Believers. Silencing that Spirit can be dangerous, then the Spirit can be grieved. Be alert and pray anywhere you do not have peace and ask why there is no peace. Let the Spirit pray for you within.
Palye would it be good to confess that Jesus is indeed your Lord and Savior and if you have not confessed this, do this now in order for the Spirit to come into your life.. If you pray about a matter and the Spirit gives you no peace, it is usually best not to proceed and likewise with safety issues. Rather, wait on the Lord until you get direction and confirmation from Him. If the Holy Spirit is giving you doubts, then pray more and wait on the Lord having faith in Him and the Spirit's leading.
Finally, Beloved, remember to seek godly counsel from mentors, and all Godly people of faith , parents, pastors, and trusted loved ones even while you wait on the Lord. Even if God could be calling you back to college now, make sure you keep close with people in a godly image who are of encouragement in faith. Also, please note that being prayed for is very important. If of the Christian belief, seek others to pray with you and for you. How beautiful on the mountains are the feet of him who brings good news, who publishes peace. Take note of the beauty and enjoy this time. Who brings good news of good, who publishes salvation, who says to Zion, 'Your God reigns'. See the beauty of our mountains from our watchtowers.
May the Lord give you peace and direct your steps.