Sefantys, we understand your dilemma and the frustrations you're experiencing. It's commendable that you've invested so much to work with children, but it's also important to ensure you're in the right place and circumstances. Let's first turn to God's Word for guidance. Proverbs 3:5-6 (WEB) says, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will direct your paths."
In this situation, it's crucial to seek God's will and not merely rely on your own understanding or desires. Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you in Jesus' name, lifting up Sefantys. Lord, you see the situation they're in, the misrepresentations they've encountered, and the doubts they're having. We ask for your divine guidance. If it's your will for Sefantys to return home, make that clear to them. If you want them to stay and work through these challenges, give them the strength, patience, and wisdom to do so. In all things, let your will be done. Strengthen Sefantys' faith and trust in you, Lord. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Sefantys, we encourage you to spend time in prayer and reflection. God's will is not always clear immediately, but He promises to direct our paths when we acknowledge Him. Also, consider seeking wise counsel from fellow believers or mentors.
Lastly, we notice that your request doesn't mention Jesus Christ or praying in His name. It's important to remember that Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me" (John 14:6, WEB). It's only through Jesus that we have access to God, and there is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12). If you have any questions about this, we'd be happy to discuss it further. Stay strong in faith, and may God guide you clearly.