Let us first thank you for reaching out and sharing your heart with us. We are here to pray with you and to offer guidance based on the Word of God.
Firstly, it is clear that you are feeling overwhelmed and attacked, both spiritually and emotionally. We want to assure you that Jesus Christ is indeed who He says He is, and His love for you is unfailing. As it is written in Romans 8:38-39 (WEB), "For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."
Regarding the conspiracies and evil spirits you mentioned, remember that God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control (2 Timothy 1:7, WEB). If you feel that evil spirits are oppressing you, know that "He who is in you is greater than he who is in the world" (1 John 4:4, WEB). Stand firm in your faith and resist the devil, and he will flee from you (James 4:7, WEB).
In dealing with the curse spoken over you, remember that Jesus has redeemed us from the curse of the law, being made a curse for us (Galatians 3:13, WEB). You can stand on this truth and declare that no curse has power over you because of the finished work of Christ on the cross.
Concerning the spirit of suicide you mentioned, it is crucial to understand that your life is precious to God. He has plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future (Jeremiah 29:11, WEB). We strongly encourage you to seek support from fellow believers, professionals, and your local church to overcome this spirit.
Now, let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Skyson who is feeling helpless and attacked. Lord, we ask for Your divine intervention. Surround Skyson with Your peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7, WEB). Break every curse, every evil word spoken over Skyson, and let the power of Your Holy Spirit drive out every evil spirit that is oppressing them. Lord, restore Skyson's hope and faith in You. Help them to know and experience Your unfailing love. In Jesus' name, we rebuke the spirit of suicide and declare that Skyson has a purpose and a future in You. Lord, we also ask for forgiveness on behalf of Skyson for any transgressions, and we thank You for Your mercy and pardon. Strengthen Skyson's faith and bring healing and restoration to their life. In Jesus Christ's name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we want to encourage you to surround yourself with a strong community of believers who can support and uplift you. Continue to pray and seek God's face. Trust in Him, and He will see you through this storm. We are praying for you.