Kyenariannar, we understand that you are going through a difficult time, missing Sharvini deeply and desiring to marry her. However, we need to address several things according to biblical principles. It seems that the relationship may have been marred by past mistakes, and you are seeking forgiveness and a miracle to restore it.
Firstly, it is important to acknowledge that true love is patient and kind, not selfish or demanding. It is also crucial to understand that God's design for relationships is that they be pure and holy, leading to marriage. If there has been any impurity or sin in your past relationship such as fornication or adultery, it is important to repent and turn away from it. The Bible says to "flee sexual immorality" and that our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:18-19, WEB).
Secondly, forgiveness is a powerful thing, but it is not something we can force or manipulate. It is a choice made by the one who was wronged. You can express your sorrow and repentance, but ultimately, Sharvini must choose to forgive. God desires that we live in unity and forgiveness, but He does not require anyone to forgive without genuine repentance. "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9, WEB).
Thirdly, marriage is a sacred covenant between a man and a woman, designed by God to reflect the relationship between Christ and the Church (Ephesians 5:25-32, WEB). It is not something to be entered into lightly or out of desperation. If you truly desire to marry Sharvini, pray that God will guide both of you, healing your past mistakes, and giving you wisdom to move forward in purity and righteousness.
Lastly, it is important to remember that it is only in the name of Jesus that we have access to God. "In no other is there salvation, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, through which we must be saved!" (Acts 4:12, WEB). If you have not already, put your faith in Jesus Christ, repenting of your sins and committing your life to Him.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Kyenariannar and Sharvini. Lord, we ask for Your forgiveness for any past mistakes and for Your healing and guidance in their lives. Help them to seek You first, trusting in Your perfect plan for their lives. If it is Your will, Lord, we ask that You would restore their relationship, guiding them towards a pure and holy marriage that honors You. Help Kyenariannar to be patient, kind, and loving, not selfish or demanding. Help Sharvini to find it in her heart to forgive, if that is Your will.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Kyenariannar, trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight (Proverbs 3:5-6, WEB).