Hello Brothers and Sisters.
I came here today to give my testimony on the subject of sexual impulse disorders,and porn addiction, of which I had both. I don't usually tell people about this because it's embarrassing. But I believe the Lord put it in my heart to share this testimony in hopes that it may help others and to glorify the Lord.
I believe these thing are demonic and they prevent people from seeing the truth so that they can be more easily manipulated and controlled. Let me go back and tell you when I believe this started for me. When I was about 7 or 8, I don't exactly remember, one of my Brother's friend molested me. From that time on I started having these sexual disorders. By the time I was a teen these disorders (I won't go into detail) started to really take over and started to get out of hand. They followed me around for a good many years. No matter how hard I tried to break these addictions I would be defeated. Now to make matters worst I also became addicted to on line porn. The shame, humiliation, and self condemnation was almost unbearable.
I prayed and prayed for God to take this away from me but I remained enslaved. By this time I thought God probably hated me. To make a long story short, I was hurting my wife and friends, and myself.
One night during an episode I felt grieved down in my heart and my eyes were opened. The sexual impulses I spent years dealing with were gone almost overnight. So was the porn addiction. Now I find those things disgusting. My only sexual relation now is with my wife as it should be. Now I was free from the things I hated so much. Not too long after that I came back to the lord.
Later I wondered how I managed to stop something I had absolutely no control over. I checked the success rates for these types of things. It was only about 5 percent. I believe it was God. It Had to be.
There was no other explanation. I believe it was a demonic situation that had blinded me but now I could see. Glory to God Hallelujah!
Now for all the folks out there that have sexual addictions such as porn addiction. I believe that with Gods help you can beat this. Pray, pray, and pray. Remember these things are demonic. You're going to need God's help. Call on the name of the Lord Yashua. Get others to pray for you. I certainly will.
God bless every one of you, Amen.. Jim
I came here today to give my testimony on the subject of sexual impulse disorders,and porn addiction, of which I had both. I don't usually tell people about this because it's embarrassing. But I believe the Lord put it in my heart to share this testimony in hopes that it may help others and to glorify the Lord.
I believe these thing are demonic and they prevent people from seeing the truth so that they can be more easily manipulated and controlled. Let me go back and tell you when I believe this started for me. When I was about 7 or 8, I don't exactly remember, one of my Brother's friend molested me. From that time on I started having these sexual disorders. By the time I was a teen these disorders (I won't go into detail) started to really take over and started to get out of hand. They followed me around for a good many years. No matter how hard I tried to break these addictions I would be defeated. Now to make matters worst I also became addicted to on line porn. The shame, humiliation, and self condemnation was almost unbearable.
I prayed and prayed for God to take this away from me but I remained enslaved. By this time I thought God probably hated me. To make a long story short, I was hurting my wife and friends, and myself.
One night during an episode I felt grieved down in my heart and my eyes were opened. The sexual impulses I spent years dealing with were gone almost overnight. So was the porn addiction. Now I find those things disgusting. My only sexual relation now is with my wife as it should be. Now I was free from the things I hated so much. Not too long after that I came back to the lord.
Later I wondered how I managed to stop something I had absolutely no control over. I checked the success rates for these types of things. It was only about 5 percent. I believe it was God. It Had to be.
There was no other explanation. I believe it was a demonic situation that had blinded me but now I could see. Glory to God Hallelujah!
Now for all the folks out there that have sexual addictions such as porn addiction. I believe that with Gods help you can beat this. Pray, pray, and pray. Remember these things are demonic. You're going to need God's help. Call on the name of the Lord Yashua. Get others to pray for you. I certainly will.
God bless every one of you, Amen.. Jim
