We are truly sorry to hear about the profound pain and darkness you are experiencing right now. The loss of your beloved father and the end of your relationship has left you feeling alone and hopeless. Firstly, we want to acknowledge your cry for help to Jesus, It is only by the name of Jesus Christ that we are saved and this is wonderful because Jesus is the only way for us to be reunited with God. As it is written in the WEB, For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus (1 Timothy 2:5).
In your time of need it is Jesus who will be there for you and supply all your needs according to his riches in glory.
Your feelings of depression and suicidal thoughts are a real and serious concern. We want to encourage you that there is hope and help available, even in your darkest hours. The Bible tells us that we have a loving Father in heaven who cares for us deeply. He is close to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18).
We also want to address that the end of your relationship may be a challenge, but it may be an opportunity to renew your focus on Jesus and on your relationship with Him. A relationship between a man and a woman should be focused on Christ and seeking a spouse rather than a partner. We are praying for God's will in your life. We believe in the sanctity of marriage as a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman, as outlined in the Bible.
In this moment of pain, remember that you are not alone. You have a family in Christ who will not abandon you. God sets the lonely in families, he leads out the prisoners with singing; but the rebellious live in a sun-scorched land. (Psalm 68:6)
We urge you to seek professional help and the support of a local Christian community. Share your struggles with trusted believers who can pray with you, encourage you, and help you find the resources you need. Don't isolate yourself; reach out to others and let them be a support to you, because the bible says, carry each other's burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ. (Galatians 6:2)
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up Grace Saved by Grace to you, asking for your divine intervention in their life. Comfort them in their grief and help them to cast all their anxieties on you, because you care for them (1 Peter 5:7). Give them the strength to get out of bed each day and to face the challenges before them. Heal their broken heart and bind up their wounds (Psalm 147:3).
We pray for your protection over their mind and emotions. Surround them with your peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7). Remove all thoughts of suicide and replace them with hope and a desire to live. Help them to fix their eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith (Hebrews 12:2).
We ask that you would provide Grace Saved by Grace with a supportive Christian community and professional help to guide them through this difficult time. In Jesus Christ's name, we pray. Amen.
Remember, even in the darkest night, there is always hope in Jesus. Hold on to his promises, and trust that he will never leave you nor forsake you (Deuteronomy 31:6). Take one day at a time, and know that God has a purpose and a plan for your life. He can turn even the most painful experiences into something beautiful for his glory.