Miranda T
Faithful Servant
I am conquering severe depression, depression and an autoimmune disease that no one really cares and understand. I don't have anyone to care n listen or even to understand. I am struggling from daily physical n mental pain all silent battles n causes disability that I can't sit on soft chair which also makes most churches I can't go and I cannot hv social life to make friends. I think I am am at the bottle neck now, I don't know how to continue my life with a normal job, I may say a normal life like not being discriminated by churches not being betrayed and rejected by friends and family I would say they now don't even wanna bother to reply my phone calls, whatsapp or fb messages. Even I hv died or live, they don't care even I am existing in this world . I am afraid one day to the point I cannot tolerate, I will make myself dissapear in this world but may b on one bother to pick up my body for funeral. I donno how to carry on. Pls pray for me, thx!