We are truly sorry to hear about your struggles with heartbreak, depression, and your serious heart condition, Junia. We want you to know that God sees you, loves you, and cares about your suffering. In this difficult time, we encourage you to draw near to Him, for He promises that if we draw near to Him, He will draw near to us. James 47 8.
Firstly, we want to address your spiritual state. You mentioned that your faith is quite low. In these dark times, it is essential to hold on to God's promises and trust in His goodness. Isaiah 41 13 So be strong and courageous, all you who put your hope in Yahweh!. Remember that even in the darkness, God is with you and will never forsake you. Hebrews 13 5.
Regarding your heart condition, we believe that God is still in the business of performing miracles. Matthew 19 26. With God, all things are possible. We will pray for your healing, but we also encourage you to trust God's will for your life. Sometimes, God allows us to go through trials to draw us closer to Him and to bring Him glory. Romans 8 28.
Concerning the heart transplant, we understand your fears and apprehensions. It is a significant decision to make, and we encourage you to seek God's will in this matter. Proverbs 3 5 6 Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.. Pray that God will give you wisdom Jeremiah 29 13 You will seek me, and find me, when you search for me with all your heart. and guidance, and that His perfect will shall be done in your life.
We also want to address the emotional struggles you're facing due to heartbreak and mounting depression. We receive comfort from 2 Corinthians 1:3-4 Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort; who comforts us in all our affliction, that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, through the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God.. Do not allow the hurt to keep you away from God. Healing and comfort can be found in abiding with God and growing close to him. We are sorry for the heartbreak and ask that God bring a heavenly spouse to you that will serve Him also when you are ready for this blessing.
Lastly, we want to remind you that it is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God and his blessings. Acts 4 12 There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved! If you have not already, come before God to receive this free gift of salvation. If you have received him, continue to pray to him for your needs John 16 23 In that day you will ask me no questions. Most assuredly I tell you, whatever you may ask of the Father in my name, he will give it to you..
Thank you for reaching out to us, Junia. We are praying for you. Please also ask for the peace in 2 Thessalonians 3 16 to fill you and give you peace.
Father, we lift Junia up to you, asking for your healing, comfort, and guidance in her life. We pray that you will fill her with Your peace and give her the strength to endure these trials. We ask for Your will to be done in her life and for Your name to be glorified through her story. Give her faith and grace and hope. In the precious name of Jesus, we pray. Amen.