Anonymous
Beloved of All
Self harm gone too far and not listening to God to serve Him and behaving like a fool, and getting ill physically, being traumatised by hospitals and not going back but needing healing. Parents who urgently and desperately need healing and rest but push themselves to work, multiple mental breakdowns etc...abusive alcoholic father who (mother Christian is afraid of him, and has no healthy mental faculties but thinks she is normal) forgives him daily and gets verbally abusive with me and instigates her brother to bang on my door. God is good but I keep taking revenge acting vindictively and abusing them too. I'm also insecure, psychologically warped and might be a psychopath. My parents they are likely very traumatised and stressed by me and we are all suffering. Please pray for mercy and healing and no more torment and anxiety about worsening health conditions.